I wish to walk in a cemetery..be with the unliving ..pour myself into them . for i think they'll realize.. they'll understand this magnificent nothing.. my sparkling darkness and this fear..this fear which bulges beyond the bounds of my trembling mind..
I think, but well in fact, I know they will hear about my condition and nod their heads.. One of them will say i felt that too... There'll be a murmur when I'll start talking about this unbearable emptiness.. This craving.. this immense lightness...which has me floating aimlessly - like air, but air still has direction
For one moment i die, the other moment i wish i was dead. For my death did not kill me..
And so i walk into my cemetery tonight.. Looking for friends.. Looking for a life, staring into the beyond and there after
Hdk
I think, but well in fact, I know they will hear about my condition and nod their heads.. One of them will say i felt that too... There'll be a murmur when I'll start talking about this unbearable emptiness.. This craving.. this immense lightness...which has me floating aimlessly - like air, but air still has direction
For one moment i die, the other moment i wish i was dead. For my death did not kill me..
And so i walk into my cemetery tonight.. Looking for friends.. Looking for a life, staring into the beyond and there after
Hdk
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