stop this shit

"Sometimes I just feel like, quittin I still might
Why do I put up this fight, why do I still write
Sometimes it's hard enough just dealin with real life
Sometimes I wanna jump on stage and just kill mics
And show these people what my level of skill's like
But I'm still white, sometimes I just hate life"
this is from 8 mile

ppl watchin nach baliye luv ppl dancin tracks
i dunno wat do they get , are they mad are they so stuffed up ,, dat their only entertainment is to see ppl dancin n fitin , all shitty thngs ,,,

"And I'm gone, I know right where I'm goin
Sorry momma I'm grown, I must travel alone
ain't gon' follow the footsteps I'm making my own
Only way that I know how to escape from this 8 Mile Road"

they jus don`t understand wa wrk means ,, deprive me f it ,, make me an asshole a loser a sadist a depressioninst a fuckd up lil ass
ma defences jus gettin down i start lik this stupidity ,, i jus dun understands wats on ,, its jus bull shit dats on ,, crap shit ,, ma brains are fucked it all ends here
it jus ends here rite rite ,,, fuck noooooo

its jus that sumtimes

its jus dat sumtimes it gets on ur nerves, its jus dat somtimzu jus wanna b`cum a giant, u wanna tear ur brains apart and get out f da place u feel lik blastin every person dat comes ur way,, its jus dat sometimes u lose the thing u want da most,, its jus dat sometimes u wanna get free and jus blast off all da corners.........

death, thou shalt die.

DEATH be not proud, though some have called thee
Mighty and dreadfull, for, thou art not so,
For, those, whom thou think'st, thou dost overthrow,
Die not, poore death, nor yet canst thou kill me.
From rest and sleepe, which but thy pictures bee, 5
Much pleasure, then from thee, much more must flow,
And soonest our best men with thee doe goe,
Rest of their bones, and soules deliverie.
Thou art slave to Fate, Chance, kings, and desperate men,
And dost with poyson, warre, and sicknesse dwell, 10
And poppie, or charmes can make us sleepe as well,
And better then thy stroake; why swell'st thou then;
One short sleepe past, wee wake eternally,
And death shall be no more; death, thou shalt die.

if nuthin i can b`cum a film critic

with 2 new films on da block n a john a starrer goal on cards wat do u prefer . me like most oder critics wud giv mah view since i hav watchd neither of da films .///////.......wel to strt from sharukh goin da salman way (remember the topless khan) with his 6 packing suits da lines kabhi naye PACKET mai beeche tumko cheez purani phir bhi dil hai hindus.... n on da oder side a cutie li`l bum ,, o did i say bum oopz apna ranbir bhai whoz bum was 2 b on display if the censor board wudn`t hav mind it ... newayz i`ll talk abt da new hoopla in da cinematic world of sellin naked men instead of women shud i say pam has got competiton ...... well none of the movies mak sense , if u jus wanna kil ur partner show him saawariya n if u want him to commit suicide tak him to oso ........ wel wel enuf f ma critical cynical n carefree views .. bac to work folkz ,,, see u at da nxt realese.. ciao hdk

wat are we taught

taught to b kind , giv chances to ppl who don`t get theriz ,, giv ppl opportunitiz coz they can`t earn it on their own,, beliv in god ,, help ppl who don`t evn try to do sumfin of their owwn ,, are taught not to b selfish its considerd a sin ,, thinkin abt ur own good is an offence here ,, if everyone starts doin dat no one here will evn need help y can`t they realiz dat ,, My philosophy,in essence,is the concept of man as a heroic being, with his own happiness as the moral purpose of his life, with productive achievement as his noblest activity, and reason as his only absolute." - Ayn Rand wel said phrase ,, bein selfish is not a sin to say da least ..,,, consider ur own happniz , ur own goals achiv dem n b satisfied don`t preach ,, da world is divided into da xploiterz n da xploited ,, xploiterz gv sppechz xploitd follow dem ,, wat are we taught .. as a kid my mind belivd wateve was taught ,, now as an adult i feel how wrong it was ,, to liv for otherz is all we are taught goddam thoz ppl ,,, liv ur own lif y da fuck do u car abt oderz don`t u realiz such a silly thng ,, u are not fit to liv here .................

numb ,, dats wat i hav become

lost da battle i was wagin ,,,,,, loser yh dats wat i m .. nuthin happenin nuthin clickin its all faint worthless . the others don`t understand it ... n i cannot xplan dem ,, cant get away frm dem .,, can`t lose masef away ,,, can`t disguise masef ,, stuck rite at da core ,,,, therz no road bhind n the road ahd has to b constructd ,,buh i m left wid no energy no will no power to do dat ,, i m broken torn apart ,,, loser is wat i hav b`cum ..,,, i don`t blong here n still i m here in this place wch ius nasty creepy n shitty i hav jus lost ma identity i m nuthin ,,, i m a brinjal brot here n dats wat i hav bcum ,, senseless worthless ruthless .,.......... i hav bcum a second hander .. the man who cud b ,,, gail wynand ......... i couldnt live up ,, i had to bow down lose the battle to the forces

Loads happenin mann

i dunno wats gonna happen in a month from now ,, i hav startd loads of thngs the colg newsleter , ma new found love , ma freelance articles ,, ma CR ship ,, my lakshya ka cxommitment ,,, ma new bizz ,, and ma new colleg course ,, ma computer course , ma RAPs .,,, my my my i nva knew i was even capabl of startin all this ,, holy holy .. a month frm now i dunno wer i mite b standin re ,,... i really dunno

make the change u want to be

more than a month i was criticizin the place i hav don all in ma power to change the place ch i hated into a palce to wch i hav fallen in luv wid !!1 cheers !! Balls to all those goddamn losers n kudos to all those who hav supported me ,, we celebratin the independence day tomo !!! the first step towards are independence !!!!!!!!!!!!!! cheers to our country ,, cheers to india,, happy birthday mother india !!!

why me

y it has to b ?? i dun wanna b associated wid da ppl .. is it necessary to b happy , u cn`t stay sad ,, is dat a god damn curse i dunn think so .. y bother me, y comment me ,, y do u even hav to look @ me .. i dunn luk @ u can`t i xpect da same ... y da same old shit same old crap repeatin .,, lemme b the way i m ... born outhere on thisw earth is a curse ,, for me for all u losers readin this damn @!@!!... jus take on n get lost ,, finsh thngs off n die .. go away and let me do da same .,,. jus tak ma soul away wid a gust of wind,, wid a stroke of sun ,, wid wateva way u want,,, jus pull me out of here ,, wil u

and pls donot comment on this ,,

y it has to b me

In The End lyrics

(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

my birthday

i dunno

m writin this b`coz i dun want to ,, i m missin ma colg n i m jus left hepless ,, i dunno i was nvr home to all this crap b4 ,, wats happenin i can`t describe its sad ,, n its bad .. i dunno ,, i hav startd likin atif songs ,, belive me i nva did lik dat moron ,,, tere bin n family was real crap ,, but now i like it ,,shit happens ,, i kno n its happenin