numb ,, dats wat i hav become

lost da battle i was wagin ,,,,,, loser yh dats wat i m .. nuthin happenin nuthin clickin its all faint worthless . the others don`t understand it ... n i cannot xplan dem ,, cant get away frm dem .,, can`t lose masef away ,,, can`t disguise masef ,, stuck rite at da core ,,,, therz no road bhind n the road ahd has to b constructd ,,buh i m left wid no energy no will no power to do dat ,, i m broken torn apart ,,, loser is wat i hav b`cum ..,,, i don`t blong here n still i m here in this place wch ius nasty creepy n shitty i hav jus lost ma identity i m nuthin ,,, i m a brinjal brot here n dats wat i hav bcum ,, senseless worthless ruthless .,.......... i hav bcum a second hander .. the man who cud b ,,, gail wynand ......... i couldnt live up ,, i had to bow down lose the battle to the forces