Loads happenin mann

i dunno wats gonna happen in a month from now ,, i hav startd loads of thngs the colg newsleter , ma new found love , ma freelance articles ,, ma CR ship ,, my lakshya ka cxommitment ,,, ma new bizz ,, and ma new colleg course ,, ma computer course , ma RAPs .,,, my my my i nva knew i was even capabl of startin all this ,, holy holy .. a month frm now i dunno wer i mite b standin re ,,... i really dunno

make the change u want to be

more than a month i was criticizin the place i hav don all in ma power to change the place ch i hated into a palce to wch i hav fallen in luv wid !!1 cheers !! Balls to all those goddamn losers n kudos to all those who hav supported me ,, we celebratin the independence day tomo !!! the first step towards are independence !!!!!!!!!!!!!! cheers to our country ,, cheers to india,, happy birthday mother india !!!

why me

y it has to b ?? i dun wanna b associated wid da ppl .. is it necessary to b happy , u cn`t stay sad ,, is dat a god damn curse i dunn think so .. y bother me, y comment me ,, y do u even hav to look @ me .. i dunn luk @ u can`t i xpect da same ... y da same old shit same old crap repeatin .,, lemme b the way i m ... born outhere on thisw earth is a curse ,, for me for all u losers readin this damn @!@!!... jus take on n get lost ,, finsh thngs off n die .. go away and let me do da same .,,. jus tak ma soul away wid a gust of wind,, wid a stroke of sun ,, wid wateva way u want,,, jus pull me out of here ,, wil u

and pls donot comment on this ,,

y it has to b me

In The End lyrics

(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

my birthday

i dunno

m writin this b`coz i dun want to ,, i m missin ma colg n i m jus left hepless ,, i dunno i was nvr home to all this crap b4 ,, wats happenin i can`t describe its sad ,, n its bad .. i dunno ,, i hav startd likin atif songs ,, belive me i nva did lik dat moron ,,, tere bin n family was real crap ,, but now i like it ,,shit happens ,, i kno n its happenin