Mmm aah arch..

7th march -

Grief, id go on a limb and say is the only honest, unadulterated, unsaturated emotion I've left to feel..
I derive this conclusion from actions.. Actions which broke promises.. Dinner sobs... Incredible change in plans..

13 March...

When asked what i was upto.. I replied uprooting myself..

*between changing addresses

14 March

I dreamt i was sleeping..

Somewhere this week or last or next.. I finished the unbearable lightness of being..I'm Franz or Sabina or Tomas or Tereza or Karenin....more Karenin i wish

I vish

19 March..

Dark intimacy...

Its dark because its weightless..its light.. An unattached feather..in its aimless flight

Do we need to go somewhere?

20 March

When i don't write, i feel full..i can't digest food, im breathless, I'm.. dumb stupid and restless.. More restless

I'm an abandoned rail road..amidst a jungle..

(For the lesser privileged reader.. It was meant to go somewhere.. Maybe it went somewhere.. But somewhere along the way..the forest became a home.. Get it?)

Ain't no sunshine keeps playing in a hideous tune in the background